i really should be sleeping

so this is a new idea for me- well actually it is an old revisisted idea. i used to try to blog, or online journal as it used to be known, through livejournal and other things i cant remember the names of- but it didnt work out so well! im not sure if it was even remotely therapeutic. owell, this is slightly different as i'm going to try to make it less journal/diary-like and more random thinkings and feelings, similar to the thought and emotions that regularly pop into my head! also a place to spill some thoughts without overloading my saved document files! as you all might know, or not know, chris and i are planning for our future together. no, we are not engaged yet! and i know, crazy, right? but we both know, and have known for years, that we would get there in God's time, and time is what we're taking! The past 3.5 years have been amazing, and hopefully the next 35 will be just as amazing, and every year after that! so, we are planning for our marriage and wedding and all these thoughts and ideas are swimming around my head all the time driving me completely insane! its literally all i think about, and i have to filter my thoughts to get any work done! this blog will probably turn into an outlet for all the wedding-ness, so be prepared! anywho, it really is getting late so im off to bed, but the wedding and whatever else updates will be blogged soon enough! as soon as i learn more about this website and how to post pics and all sorts of fun stuff!

yay! i figure out how to add pics! that's chris, btw if you don't know him- he's getting read to eat an amazing dinner at salt lick bbq in austin, tx which i am now craving- yummmm!